I Was Never the First Lady
Author(s): Wendy Guerra

I Was Never The First Lady stitches together threads of island and identity until they became one and the sameGuerras own unpredictable book is haunting, complicated, [and] linguistically beautiful. — The New York Times

A lush, sensuous, and original tale of family, love, and history, set against the backdrop of the Cuban Revolution and its aftermath.

Nadia Guerras mother, Albis Torres, left when Nadia was just ten years old. Growing up, the proponents of revolution promised a better future. Now that shes an adult, Nadia finds that life in Havana hasnt quite matched its promise; instead it has stifled her rebellious and artistic desires. Each night she DJs a radio show government censors block from broadcasting. Frustrated, Nadia finds hope and a way out when she wins a scholarship to study in Russia.

Leaving Cuba offers her the chance to find her long lost mother and her real father. But as she embarks on a journey east, Nadia soon begins to question everything she thought she knew and understood about her past.

As Nadia discovers more about her family, her fate becomes entwined with that of Celia Sanchez, an icon of the Cuban Revolutiona resistance fighter, ingenious spy, and the rumored lover of Fidel Castro. A tale of revolutionary ideals and promise, Celias story interweaves with Nadias search for meaning, and eventually reveals secrets Nadia could never have dreamed.

Translated from the Spanish by Achy Obejas

Review(s):
I Was Never The First Lady stitches together threads of island and identity until they became one and the sameGuerras own unpredictable book is haunting, complicated, [and] linguistically beautiful.
A revelatory tale of the Cuban Revolutions impact on a family. [] Guerra holds the readers attention by evoking Cubas political tempest in Havanas humid, salty air. It adds up to an effectively moody, intimate story.
“A multilayered novel…Nadia’s, her mother’s, and Celia’s stories provide fascinating insights into the female dimension of an infamously macho revolution.”

“This is Wendy Guerra at her best. I Was Never The First Lady is a beautiful, disturbing, intimately-told novel about the existential orphanhood of women in a Cuba where Fidels Castros revolution has upended notions of family, individual identity and national belonging. Unforgettable.”
“Guerras novel is a grand if bittersweet valentine to Cuba.”
“[Guerra is] a staggering talent.”

ISBN:9780062990747